More than a fortnight has gone since I updated my blog last time. You see, this distraction was initiated by a serious altercation with my girlfriend and then some other accidental happenings kept me away. I'm really sad as I'm feeling unable to compete with my expectations. Anyways, these days I'm trying to resume my usual routine.
You know its really tough to be successful at each and every sphere of your life. For example, you can't satisfy your spouse when you are doing well at your work and of course vice versa. In fact, I'm not feeling very comfortable today. But still I'm kinda forcing myself to write something. See what a dedication I have for a blog without any follower or reader. Actually, I want to make sure that it doesn't lose its writer too. So now, I'm here with my keyboard once again. But as usual I don't know what to talk about. There are some complicated issues that I really want to discuss today but I can't dare to be so personal and also that I want to avoid such sentimental issues. I know you can't get what I'm talking about but no worries, it happens sometime.
Learning is always tough for me and unfortunately, I'm on a mission of learning now a days. Learning in various fields in the same time makes the scenario worse. My friend says that it's not you, who decides what to do but the situations and circumstances do it for you. You can only make your mind for it. Same in this case, I want to get involved in some other things but believe me, I'm compelled. So you see, I'm here to write while I don't know what to write. Okay, glad to tell you that some new subjects just flashed in my mind. I can talk about some topics from Indian history. I can remember my school days or I can talk about my struggles after the schooling. And even my family background will make an interesting topic. Meanwhile I'm feeling very tired and sleepy. And you can say, it's the reason behind my confusion. So, I think the best option is to go to bed now and complete it tomorrow. I feel it'll be easy to decide the topic with a fresh and happy mind. So let's say good night. See you at earliest.
